How naive was I, to think that the love could cancel out the sadness somehow? I looked at you one day and instead of feeling sad I felt this kind of bliss in my mind, I felt the blood in my veins start to flow in a different direction. I thought the smile on my face would last forever, I thought the sadness had finally made its way out of me. But the sadness never left, it just waited patiently inside me as the love painted over it. I should have known that love cannot cure sadness. I should have known that a girl with eyes like an eclipse could not take away the continuous aching, but only numb it for a while. I’m sorry for turning you into a remedy. I’m sorry for thinking the words exiting your mouth could do something other than captivate me.
You say you want to be king -
so when I burn your kingdom down, I’ll make sure
you’re still chained to the throne.
- 'this queen is not a pawn in your arsenal'(d.s.)
Straight-Edge [Hightlight Series #5] (K.P.K)
There are memories of you
still lodged in the contours
of my now fractured heart
and I tell everyone that it is
off limits because I’m still
in recovery but truth is, it’s
because I am not ready for
someone new to come in
to take your place along
with the last pieces of
what you once meant to me.
- I am not afraid of getting hurt, I’m afraid I have to lose you again (via ink-trails)